Defiance

Believe me… I am not weak
I hate myself every moment I kneel
Trust me… I know that you need to go
I slap and tell myself what I need to know
Think not that I am gone mad
It’s just that I am trying to break my pride apart
Know this for sure…
The steel in my heart is softened by your love
That softer side is corroded by your brittleness
Forget not… You may go away from me but you need love
If not from me… from someone else…
Settle your life for what’s comfortable outside
But I am always there thinking of you… somewhere in your heart’s deeper side….