Do not

Do not venture in to my blog if you are not immune to pain and respect not love... thats lost

Thursday, February 04, 2010

Song For me

Empty Coffee Cup



A paper coffee cup…
Holds scalding hot liquid on to your lips…
Gets burnt within as you sip…
Makes sure you and your please safe…
Gets empty and crumpled with grace…
And you throw it off to its fate…

Recently I travelled in a train. I love train journeys as they give me the illusion of an impending journey of life and an eventual termination with a brief time period within your grasp unlike air travel. And unlike road travel they do not have the restriction of mobility within. I bought a coffee cup for five bucks sipped and… crumpled the cup… and let it flow the slipstream. I suddenly felt remorse and disgusted about myself… for using the cup to relish something and then discarded it in an inhuman way. Sounds too stupid to treat as an emotional trauma, but sometimes some experiences makes us lose the distinction of what is trivial and… what is life…







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Song for My Mach

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Beg You Mach



I promise… I will try not to win you back…
Though I know not what my heart lacks…
I beg you still on my knees… tears in my eyes...
To hate me not…when I say I love you…
















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Music for My Mach

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

I Wanna See You Again Mach....



Winds end in wind chimes
Thoughts stop when love rhymes…
Eyes dream wide open
Words falter at pain’s token…
I caress your image
That goes not vintage…
Flowers pretty no more
Music moves not my soul…
Tears keep eyes afresh
With hopes to see you again…







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Song for My Mach

Miss U Mach



Silence says you are on your own
Solitude claims everyone else is unknown
Logic sneers at love …
Love stayed mute
Words buried in throat
Vision blurred in tears fleet
She refused to talk
My heart listens not
Whom do I fight?
Think of her smile day and night
Days and days came and gone
Nights and nights seduced me on and on







Song for My Mach

Song for me

Monday, February 01, 2010

Song for My Mach

Kisses



Finger tips
Upturned lips
Ear lobes
Shoulder orbs
Eye lashes
Hair strands
Soft feet
Tender palms
Spinal crevice
Heart’s cleavage
Face so nice
Arching neck
Thrusting chin
I just have two lips
To place infinites kisses








Song for Me

Belief Realized



I believed that love is the ground beneath my feet...
But realized that it’s a mist that shrouds
I believed that innocence is god...
But realized that god dies young
I believed that honesty is guiding light...
But realized that it’s just a firefly in the dark night
I believed that my obstinacy is my fortress...
But realized that it’s a solitary confinement
I believed that truth makes us free...
But realized that its keeps us kneeled to ground
I believed that faith keeps me strong...
But realized that it makes me go brittle
I believed that commitment is a pleasurable burden...
But realized that it’s easily forgotten
I believed that prayers charge my soul...
But realized that they just go in air
I believed that loneliness is corrosive...
But I realized that it preserves sanity
I believed that tears keep eyes clean...
But realized that they leak from heart
I believed that I will change...
But realized that I will not


Song for My Mach

Music for me

I love you Mach



I am dead to you in your real world…
You are so alive in my world that’s dead…





Music for My Mach

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Miss You Mach



Take your heart back…
Keep my heart too
My love to you bold and strong...
But my own self fragile and wrong
I pray for your smiles when I wipe my tears…
I still feel your warmth so near
Close my eyes to go back years…
To reminisce your embrace so dear
You breathed life in me with your kiss…
I live forever but you are amiss
Life peels love and pleasure…
I kicked back to reality measure
I miss you so much Mach…
Heart bleeds and pains gnaws like leech








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Song for My Mach

Friday, January 29, 2010

Song for My Mach

Monday, January 18, 2010

Promise



I promise… I’ll try not to win you back
Though I know not what my heart lacks
I beg you still on my knees
To hate me not when I say I love you…








Song For Me