I often find it a worthy thought to contemplate. To seek what we desire only in inadequate form. Dreaming and striving to reach the end of desire and devotion too. May be its a hind sight to see what I can not achieve is treated as sour grapes. But then I look back at those what I achieved to fruition. They are there... Lying around and not bein paid attention to.
Now... How do I see this aspect in my personal relations???
I have been vehemantly in love... to the point of suffocation to those whom I loved. Its a pleasure to see such belongingness till people find it an ebbing reality. When dreams fade and eyes open to panaromic confusion of light and darkness and a maze of needs and relaities.
Freedom is the only thing I cherished and dreamt of when I was in my blooming years. I pushed myself towards that so called FREEDOM only to realize that... Freedom is not free.
Its a prison unseen. Today when I look back, look forward and look where I stand.... I see myself all alone. Looking at the sparkling stars... I call... My friends.
Some vowed to be there for me... forever sparkling. Some faded away in to oblivion. And night envelops me like a silent lover and let me be free to tackle my reality by day.
I am indebted to those who had and have tears for me in their eyes...
May god bless all those people who love truely and honestly... For a momentory love they germinated within their hearts for me....
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